Name: Rachel 
I’m making an effort to get along with the girls in my house but it’s difficult. One clique wants nothing to do with me, they were my first friends here and they were geeky which was good because I’m a geek. But they elbowed me out, I guess I wasn’t geeky enough or cool enough or something. And the other real clique in the house is very… overly social, drinking and partying and all the stuff I am way too weird to handle. I for one would rather not spend my Friday night playing a drinking game.
Though I could do with some booze right about now, I just can’t be bothered with the hassle of trying to obtain alcohol while being underage. And then there’s the whole getting caught thing that I’d rather not deal with. I probably sound like a total prude. I do enjoy alcohol and I have a bartending certification.
Part of me really wants to move to a house where I have a group of friends, but another half of me thinks it will be unspeakably awkward for reasons I’m not ready to talk about online. It’s a thing. But I tried, and I may be cultivating a friendship… so yay. Life not so painful.
